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Adult Fantasy

by Tom Hogan

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I'm as far away as I could go but I'm still in frame Oh, it's turned out to be an expensive venture The further out I go The easier it is to pinpoint me For example, I'm right there Above every goal there are two friends who've conquered it And maybe I don't see a way to get there But I can see that I'm not done My delivery has been delayed By forces out of my control And so I'll call someone to tell them I don't deliver anymore It's the network of ideas That you followed through on That led you here From the good, the bad and that time you wasted a whole year Not all of it, I know Earned you money or clout But at least you know what this life is all about (Right?) Above every goal there are four friends who've conquered it And maybe I don't see a way to get there But I can see that I'm not done My delivery has been delayed by forces out of my control and so I'll call someone to tell them I don't deliver anymore I'm as far away as I could go And I proclaim... That... Ahhm... Err... Above every goal there are forty friends who've conquered it And maybe I don't see a way to get there But I can see that I'm not done My delivery has been delayed from- No, it's all my fault! And so I'll call someone to ask them What's a delivery for? All my promises have been delayed And of course it's from all my own choices Sing me a song and won't you tell me I don't deliver anymore!
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Mythical 02:22
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I’ve come to the conclusion I don’t like optical illusions Stairs that go in circles or forever Whichever way you look at it Everything is just everything it is Now, is then, is also later Scared of all the changes What it was is what it will become I love getting older I love the hair in my ears And my blurry right eye I still feel young and stupid And now I know it I don’t even worry about the memories If anything I’d like to forget about that Be careful what you wish for A bakery without bread in it is just a room A tiny bowl with a handle is just a spoon Love takes two but it still kinda counts if only one of you feels it It’s these outlandish observations That one should keep to themselves I love getting older I love the hair in my ears And my blurry left eye I just feel more tired and stupid Because I am I don’t even worry about the memories If anything I’d like to forget about that I’m not careful what I wish for But I love you getting older I love your crooked front tooth And the scar on your shoulder Let’s make something young and stupid While we are as well Don’t even worry about our memories If you stand right there, I can’t forget about that Not every joke needs a punchline... ... but they need a good setup
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I’m gonna say… No Only because there are things I like being tied to And I’d rather have my girlfriend and dog than be living in a literal infinite void So I’m gonna say… No Not that anyone’s offered And I know you should be chasing unexpected opportunities But I don’t see the benefit of abandoning my mortgage I don’t wanna leave You can watch the shooting stars down here with me So I’m gonna say… no And besides I’ve heard the food is bad And you gotta be good at mechanical engineering or whatever And my student loan is already pretty maxed So fuck you space, and your absolute nothingness So fuck you space, and your unquantifiable loneliness Fuck you And your pointless stars And your life on mars And your messed up measurements of time, and/or distance And your black matter And your black holes And your expanding suns And your moonless planets And your Voyager missions Your interstellar transmissions And your cold welding And your lack of air pressure Your elliptical galaxies And your existential concepts And your expensive movies And your billionaire pissing contests Can you send back all of those dogs that we sent you over the years? What do you mean they’re all dead! They were presents! Oh, fuck you space! I don’t wanna leave You can watch the shooting stars down here with me
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I have been inside Such a long time Knowing that you're mine It's brighter on the outside Leave it all behind See you on the otherside
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Elvis 01:12
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released November 1, 2023

All music and lyrics by Tom Hogan
Drums by Miles Thomas
Mixed by Tom Hogan
Mastered by Nick Franklin
Cover art by Trea Marshall

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Tom Hogan Sydney, Australia

Tom Hogan lives and works on Gadigal land, Sydney. Celebratory songs, with a musical expertise that can only be described as “chaotic neutral”. His work is obsessed with myth, and authenticity, often taking cues from literature and other storytelling traditions. Known for his charismatic and mercurial live performances, he is also a theatremaker, podcaster and composer. ... more

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